hello diary
sorry ive not written in you for a long while, ive not thrown you away, just tied a piece of string around your cover and put you on the shelf. it was a nice year and a bit - from a christmas to another christmas, only it fell apart near the end and took me a long time to know what to do.
im good now, ive made some new friends and realised how much i love all of my friends.
Im glad i went to america - some of it was awful, but some of it was wonderful to ....driving back from louisville, standing by a lake at night with chris, meeting the kids in ann arbour and royal oaks an watching kelly play her songs, sitting under the blanket janine gave me....
i felt the worst i ever have for years some of the time i was in america and when i came back. in a story book everything would have changed at once, really it was gradual and i didnt notice it - i just started to feel better and then feel happy, and now i am happy
i want to burn in bright colours and go pop, to be giddy, impulsive and silly,
ive had lots of ideas for things to do, maybe ill come back and tell you about them soon. ive new records on my record player (new to me) and i have new things im thinking about, thank you to anyone who read this diary while i wrote it, it was worth it just to meet little wheatheart and snowflake, i guess i met sally through here sort of too.
lots of love aaron
